Tolerance is tolerable, but Acceptance is acceptable.
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The sun goes down, the stars come out, and all that counts is here and now. My universe will never be the same. I’m glad you came. You cast a spell on me, spell on me. You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me and I decided you look well on me, well on me. So let’s go someplace no one else can see. You and me. Turn the lights out now. Now I’ll take you by the hand. Hand you another drink. Drink it if you can. Can you spend a little time? Time is slipping away. Away from us so stay. Stay with me and I’ll make, make you glad you came.
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| — | Glad You Came by Wanted (sticky song of the day) |
I never thought that I was so blind, I can finally see the truth. It’s me for you. Tonight, you can’t imagine that I’m by your side, cuz it’s never gonna be the truth, too far for you. But can you hear me say don’t throw me away. There’s no way out, I gotta hold you somehow. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too, everyday but all I have is time. Our love’s the perfect crime. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too, every way and when they set me free, just put your hands on me. Take everything that I know you’ll break and I gave my life away, so far for you. But can you hear me say don’t throw me away. There’s no way out, I gotta hold you somehow. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too, everyday but all I have is time. Our love’s the perfect crime. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too, every way and when they set me free, just put your hands on me. Tonight I’m weak. It’s just another day without you. I can’t sleep. I gave away the world for you to… Can you hear me say don’t throw me away? There’s no way out. I gotta hold you somehow. All I wanna do is touch you. I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too, everyday but all I have is time. Our love’s the perfect crime. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too, every way and when they set me free, just put your hands on me! I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you! You wanna touch me too! But all I have is time! Our love’s the perfect crime! I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you! You wanna touch me too! And when they set me free! Just put your hands on me!
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| — | I Wanna by All American Rejects (sticky song of the day, plus I believe it’s also a good Style song, especially when you relate it to Jizena’s MM:CF) |
Hey, there. I know it’s hard to feel, like I don’t care at all. Where you are and how you feel, with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on. Slow things down or speed them up, not enough or way too much. How are you when I’m gone? I can’t make it on my own because my heart is in Ohio. So cut my wrists and black my eyes, so I can’t fall asleep tonight or die, because you kill me. You know you do you kill me well, you like it too and I can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone. Spare me just three last words, I love you is all she heard. I’ll wait for you, but I can’t wait forever…
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| — | Ohio is for Lovers by Hawthorne Heights (my sticky song for the day, sticky because it’s stuck in my head…) |
“It’s our time to shine, through the damned, glorified by what it ours. We fall in love… we fall in love. It was the best idea I ever had. Today it felt… it felt better. Just knowing this matters, I just feel stronger… and sharper! Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing!”
I dare you to not get this song stuck in your head.
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| — | Box of Sharp Objects by (I don’t remember) |
A Little About Me
1) Full name?
Leah Joyeleen Forvour
2) Male/Female?
Female
3) Were you named after anyone?
My great aunt Leah-Joyeleen
4) Does your name mean anything?
uhh…some websites say it means “weary” in Hebrew…
5) Nickname(s)?
Girly, Fruit Loop, Buddeh, Blade
6) What do you think you look like?
plain…
7) Date of birth?
August 16, 1990
8) Place of birth and current location?
Voorhees, NJ…currently I live in PA
9) Nationality?
German, Native American, Spanish, Irish, Scottish, French-Canadian, Russian, Italian, Penn-Dutch, English….I’m such a mutt!
10) Astrology sign?
Leo! Groooooooooooaaaaaaaaaar!!
11)Chinese astrology sign?
Horse
12) Religion?
I don’t consider myself religious, but I do have faith and an open-mind.
13) What’s your favorite smell?
My own personal scent….it’s just so comforting!
14) Political Position?
Don’t have one…I don’t get involved in politics…
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Orange juice or milk
16) Hair + eye color?
Brunette + brown eyes
17) Do you look like anyone famous?
Not that I know of…
18) What do you look like?
Olive colored skin…long, wavy hair…about 5 ft tall…thin..
19) Any unusual talents?
That depends on one’s definition of unusual.
20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty!
21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
Bi
22) What do you do for a living?
Ride Operator at Knoebels
23) What do you do for fun?
Writing, RPing, anything creative
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
clay, pencils, paper, photoshop, paints
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
spongepaints!
26) Have you met your grandparents?
yeah
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Single
28) Crush?
Liam Neeson, Peter Culen…anyone with a deep, gravelly, sexy voice
29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
none
30) Current worries?
financial stuff
31) Favorite online guy/girl?
The friends I’ve made online!
32) Favorite place to be?
PA! It’s really pretty!
33) Least favorite place to be?
NJ
34) Do you burn or tan?
I tan, i almost never burn
35) Ever break a bone?
nope
36) What is your favorite cereal?
Chocolate Mini-Wheats
37) Person you cry with?
My mom mostly
38) What the hell’s this?
Whatever you want it to be.
40) Any pets?
Columbus aka Foo the Cat
41) An illness
Anxiety
42) A pager?
nah
43) A personal phone line?
not rich enough
44) A cell phone?
Yep!
45) A visible birthmark?
on meh upper thigh…it looks like a splat!
46) A pool or hot tub?
Pool
47) A car?
Hopefully someday
48) Personality?.
calm, yet emotional depending on my mood…tendencies to space-out…forgetful…outgoing…intellectual…supportive…and hopefully friendly?
49) Driving?
not good enough to get my license apparently…grrrr…
50) Your clothing style?
Tom-boyish…i love wearing jeans, plain shirts(would prefer comical phrases on them though), hoodies and sneakers…i only get dressy on special occasions
51) Room?
Small and a little cluttered
52) What’s missing?
My Xbox that died…
53) School?
I graduated
54) Bed?
My own personal coccoon!! I love it soooooo much!!
55) Relationship with your parent(s)?
Very close with meh ma and pa!!
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
On occasion
58) Consider yourself a good listener?
When there are no distractions and if we aren’t on the phone…
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
I hope to become a successful author and adopt retired police dogs.
60) Get along with your parents?
Yesh!
61) Save your e-mail conversations?
Only the interesting ones
62) Pray?
yes
63) Believe in reincarnation?
I’m open to the concept.
64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
no..only once
65) Like to talk on the phone?
when someone calls me
66) Like to eat?
Hell yeah!! Yet me and my metabolism have a bit of a love/hate relationship…
67) Like to exercise?
not really….it hurts…>.<
68) Like to watch sports?
Not so much anymore.
69) Sing in the car?
When I’m alone.
70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
Weird ones….
71) Dream in color?
yes
72) Do you have nightmares?
sometimes
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
do cats count?
74) What’s right next to you?
a printer
75) What’s on your favorite mug?
don’t have a fav mug
76) What’s on your mouse pad?
don’t really have a mouse pad
77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
Spearmint
78) Your brand of deodorant?
Dove right now
79) Your dream honeymoon spot?
Anywhere in Ireland or India
80) Your dream husband/wife?
Someone patient enough to deal with all my quirks and understands that even though I like intimacy, I also like my space…at random times.
81) What’s hiding in your closet?
Things even I’m not fully aware are occupying that space.
82) Under your bed?
carpet
83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?
Jenn
84) Your bad time of the day?
The morning
85) Your worst fear(s)
Waking up one day to discover that the past 10 years of my life was just a dream…
86) What’s the weather like?
Chilly, but beautiful
87) Your favorite time of year?
Spring
88) Your favorite holiday?
Christmas!
89) A material weakness?
videogames
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like?
haven’t yet experienced one
92) The hardest thing about growing up?
People expecting more from you and having to let go of people you care about for the sake of moving forward.
93) A pet peeve?
ignorant undisciplined children
94) Your scariest moment?
Almost drowning during a flood.
95) Your attitude about love?
Life’s greatest experience…hopefully never to be broken
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you’ve done to get the attention of somebody you liked?
i teased him nonstop…heh
97) The worst feeling in the world?
Having one of your best friends tell you they hate you and discovering that everything between you is/was a lie…
98) The best feeling in the world?
Being with the ones you love most in this world
99) If you could pick any kind of apocalypse, what would it be?
Zombie infestation.
100) If you could have any kind of power/ability, what would it be?
The ability to temporarily copy the abilities/powers of others.
